This would be my last confession.

Today is the day.

The day I decide that this is my last confession about heartbreaks, cynical things that happen in my life. We all know this year is not easy for all of us we’ve been through a lot of things including heartbreaks but it’s totally fine we’ve made it. We moving forward and still keep going.

My self-criticism hits me whenever I see someone with their contentment honestly on my part I don’t have contentment I’m still looking for which one would be the best for the best and the ending is never-ending self-doubt and lots of failures. That day I decide.

“It’s okay if grown means slow down slowing down this season.”
    I choose my path without comparison I don\’t let people decide what to do. I choose to love myself and accept my flaws. That time I choose genuine happiness without any doubt.


“even though it’s difficult even though you were hurt you kept on believing you didn’t give up”
I stop to wait for the right time instead I focus on the current. Maybe this is the reason why my life has been pressured for almost years just because of the waiting for the right time. No one knows what happens for tomorrow, later, or the next day. No one knows the future so I beg myself to focus on the current and enjoying the right moment.
“I ruined so many things that could’ve been amazing because I was sad”
“Why should you worry about the future? You don’t even know the present properly. Take care of the present and the future will take care of itself.” 
 Let’s Talk about heartbreak and loneliness.
 Love can make you feel vulnerable. It\’s like a wind, you can\’t see but you can feel it. You can spend time, trust, and loyalty. When I fell in love with someone I gave all of these because I think we\’re perfect but unfortunately he fell apart and we go in separate ways. I always choose to understand even though it hurts and that\’s fine. I\” M OKAY.
 “In the end all I learned was how to be love somebody, even if you can’t be them.”


I learned a lot of things..
    I need to remind myself that I’m still young and continuously learning and growing. I decide to take a distance from the people who didn’t see my worth. I’m ending this confession with a smile on my face by finding true happiness. Maybe I don’t know what my path in life is yet. But It’s gonna be fine and I will figure out and it will good I promise so, this is it it’s time to let go.




“Here is your gentle reminder that there are dandelions growing through cracks in the sidewalk. there is a fence lizard on the porch who is growing a new tail. there are trees growing through an abandoned house, branches tearing through the ceiling, ferns carpeting the floor. there is life pushing forward, pushing through.”


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  1. I'm glad to see that you've almost come through your rough times. I think we all have periods of time in our lives like this, and for some they're longer than others'. You sound like you're well on your way to healing and finding your true path.

  2. Beautifully written. You're Very talented, and I love your style of writing. Continue to take care of yourself. I will definitely join your newsletter.

  3. The one line really hit me. \”I ruined so many things that could've been amazing because I was sad\”. I don't know how old you are but I did the same thing in my 20s. I was so insecure and full of self doubt that I sabotaged a lot of good things in my life. Once I hit my 30s I have spent a lot of time on working on myself and yeah, sometimes I am still insecure and full of self doubt, but I know who I am and my worth and that quickly outweighs any insecurity and self doubt. I cherish those moments that are great. I get out of my own head and out of my own way and just be. Good things are meant to come to you don't waste it overthinking.

  4. Focusing on yourself to find happiness within is the best thing one can learn to do. You never learn that until later in life and I feel like that's because you have to live through some crap to realize that you deserve better.

  5. It is not easy to move past heartache, but I'm glad you are pushing forwards. One thing that I've learned through the years is that the pain of rejection/heartbreak lessens with time.

  6. It's normal for people to go through the rough times but the important thing is that you learned something on that journey. I am so glad that you share this and we are able to have a glimpse of your wonderful story.

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