My Last Confession

December 12, 2020 in
This would be my last confession.

 Today is the day.

  The day I decide that this is my last confession about heartbreaks, cynical things that happen in my life. We all know this year is not easy for all of us we've been through a lot of things including heartbreaks but it's totally fine we've made it. We moving forward and still keep going.
 
  My self-criticism hits me whenever I see someone with their contentment honestly on my part I don't have contentment I'm still looking for which one would be the best for the best and the ending is never-ending self-doubt and lots of failures. That day I decide.

 
"It's okay if grown means slow down slowing down this season."
 
 
    I choose my path without comparison I don't let people decide what to do. I choose to love myself and accept my flaws. That time I choose genuine happiness without any doubt.


"even though it's difficult even though you were hurt you kept on believing you didn't give up"
 
     I stop to wait for the right time instead I focus on the current. Maybe this is the reason why my life has been pressured for almost years just because of the waiting for the right time. No one knows what happens for tomorrow, later, or the next day. No one knows the future so I beg myself to focus on the current and enjoying the right moment.


"I ruined so many things that could've been amazing because I was sad"
 
"Why should you worry about the future? You don’t even know the present properly. Take care of the present and the future will take care of itself." 


 Let's Talk about heartbreak and loneliness.

 Love can make you feel vulnerable. It's like a wind, you can't see but you can feel it. You can spend time, trust, and loyalty. When I fell in love with someone I gave all of these because I think we're perfect but unfortunately he fell apart and we go in separate ways. I always choose to understand even though it hurts and that's fine. I" M OKAY.



 "In the end all I learned was how to be love somebody, even if you can't be them."
 


 
I learned a lot of things..
 
    I need to remind myself that I'm still young and continuously learning and growing. I decide to take a distance from the people who didn't see my worth. I'm ending this confession with a smile on my face by finding true happiness. Maybe I don't know what my path in life is yet. But It's gonna be fine and I will figure out and it will good I promise so, this is it it's time to let go.

 


 
"Here is your gentle reminder that there are dandelions growing through cracks in the sidewalk. there is a fence lizard on the porch who is growing a new tail. there are trees growing through an abandoned house, branches tearing through the ceiling, ferns carpeting the floor. there is life pushing forward, pushing through."



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  1. Learning a lot from your article and I am glad that you choose to move on and trying to focus to yourself. I am wishing you all the best in that journey.

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    1. I think moving on from those who don't see your worth is so important. Take care of yourself and not worry about others.

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  2. I think you're going to be just fine. This attitude of letting go and moving forward is only going to bring you joy.

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  3. I'm glad to see that you've almost come through your rough times. I think we all have periods of time in our lives like this, and for some they're longer than others'. You sound like you're well on your way to healing and finding your true path.

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  4. Finding joy in letting go helps you move forward even faster. You are going to be better than fine!

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  5. You're such a talented writer - and you've touched me very depply with your well-chosen words <3

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  6. It sounds like you have the right perspective on things. Life will go on and you will may it through!

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  7. It is so powerful to take the good with the bad and move forward. There are beautiful things ahead for you!

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  8. Self Care should always be a top priority. I feel you and i hope you continue with your progress. take care always

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  9. Beautifully written. You're Very talented, and I love your style of writing. Continue to take care of yourself. I will definitely join your newsletter.

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  10. Thank you for sharing it with us. thank you for your honesty and openness about it. I do hope I will never need your post but I know people who need it

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  11. You know you are stronger. And moreover i am happy that you have finally decided to be yourself. If you ever need me you know how to reach me...

    xoxo

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  12. The one line really hit me. "I ruined so many things that could've been amazing because I was sad". I don't know how old you are but I did the same thing in my 20s. I was so insecure and full of self doubt that I sabotaged a lot of good things in my life. Once I hit my 30s I have spent a lot of time on working on myself and yeah, sometimes I am still insecure and full of self doubt, but I know who I am and my worth and that quickly outweighs any insecurity and self doubt. I cherish those moments that are great. I get out of my own head and out of my own way and just be. Good things are meant to come to you don't waste it overthinking.

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  13. we def need to let go of some things and move on. it's not easy to do that though, i'm the same way.

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  14. Sounds like you have a great attitude and good perspective. Everything tends to work out.

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  15. Awwww i feel for you girl!!!! You are making a good decision focusing on yourself now and the present. We all deserve better and we just dont need to rush it. Sending u the best of luck!!

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  16. forgiveness is always a good start...it clears your mind,you learn from your mistakes and it gives you a clear consience and start to accept someones opinnion

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  17. It sounds like you've learned a lot. You did learn some great lessons. I also learned to slow down.

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  18. Keep moving forward no matter the pace. This year has been taxing but we're making it thru... positive vibes

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  19. You are amazingly great like the way you define your blog. So carry on and move ahead. Your inner confidence and beauty are your strength

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  20. It is wonderful that you are moving on from the person who hurt you. It's hard to move on but so important!

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  21. I think you have a lot more wisdom than many. I've left behind the unhealthy relationships and while it saddens me every once and a while, I know that it's what's best for me and my family.

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  22. I really enjoyed reading this post. It’s so important to know when to move on.

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  23. Focusing on yourself to find happiness within is the best thing one can learn to do. You never learn that until later in life and I feel like that's because you have to live through some crap to realize that you deserve better.

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  24. It is not easy to move past heartache, but I'm glad you are pushing forwards. One thing that I've learned through the years is that the pain of rejection/heartbreak lessens with time.

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  25. Even if it's not your last heart break post. It's okay. But I'm glad that you chose to be strong. God bless.

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  26. It's great to show vulnerability sometimes. It makes you stronger.

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  27. It sounds like you have gone through so much, and have learnt so much. Life can really be such a hard journey.

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  28. We will all go through difficult times and yeah, it's normal. What is important is how we will cope up on the situation. Many would definitely need to read this.

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  29. Nothing is permanent and this too shall pass. I guess that is the attitude to have and move on, time of course is the best healer.

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  30. Thank you for sharing these words from your heart. You are amazing and you will go far!

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  31. I'm so glad you shared this. It can be very difficult to move past this. I hear you there. It does take time, but things will look up.

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  32. Just hang in there and take each day as it comes. What's meant for you will find its way to you. :) -LYNNDEE

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  33. It's so hard to move on after a breakup! But trying to force something to work is a big red flag that maybe it shouldn't.

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  34. Mama Maggie's KitchenDecember 16, 2020 at 4:50 AM

    It's normal for people to go through the rough times but the important thing is that you learned something on that journey. I am so glad that you share this and we are able to have a glimpse of your wonderful story.

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  35. It's hard. Needed this today, thank you!

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  36. I am sure that there will be better times for your. And you will find your happiness!

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  37. Just be yourself and don't be hurt by other's comments, I'm sure you'll be happy!

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