These Hard Times

July 13, 2020 in
All that I want is to wake up fine tell me that I'm alright that I ain't gonna die.

No one believes what I'm feeling right now.

The opposite of being optimistic is pessimistic. That's what I'm feeling right now. The inner me felt insincere and I know I'm so fake happy. These hard times feeling sensitive and emotional is okay. Feeling weak, feeling as if you have reached your limit.- all of this is okay you are not overacting. Let your emotions outlet the tears roll. I am completely a breakdown period. 



The world is really awful nowadays and  the sincerity is scary that's why I decide to hide the pain through silence and fake smiles. smile is my masks to hide the pain but when the teardrop comes the masks slowly melted. 

"Don’t force yourself to feel positive all the time. It’s okay to feel negative emotions sometimes but after experiencing and expressing those emotions, you have to let go."

Through these years. It's not easy to heal especially when people around you give you anxiety that makes you feel cry at night. Even my guardian angel can't calm me down when the teardrop comes. The next following day I feel nothing happen on that night. Would you like to know why I'm feeling this right now?


Once upon a time, my anxiety hit me hard because of the people who didn't see my worth feeling like I'm being a loser for all times I don't have a great achievement at all. most of the time I feel worst I don't have a great capability I don't see the real sincerity and lack of respect. 

"What I need to do to prove for myself?"

I'm not a princess or queen as you expected but my personality can prove a lot of things to see my worth. My genuine heart can show sympathy for everyone and I do respect for no matter what. This is me and I have all of this I'm not perfect as you expected but I have this.

I feel pressure as of the moment. as I wish I want to see the person who see my worth but unfortunately it's impossible right now. I already lose my hope as of the moment and I don't see any chances. Despite for this I want to remind myself to keep going and choose to be happy even life is hard. 
 
When Anxiety hits you read this!



I know you’re tired even though you just woke up but just do your best today. That’s all anyone can ask of you. That’s all you can ask of yourself. Don’t push yourself too much.

I know you’re scared to fail. So much so, you’re striving for perfection and you beat yourself up every time you fall short. You’re your own worst enemy and I’m here to tell you, you don’t need to be.
I know you’re worrying and thinking too much. And everyone is telling you to relax. But you can’t seem to.

I want you to know, it shows a sign of strength caring as much as you do.
This is not a weakness but a virtue of yours. You have a heart that doesn’t want to hurt people. You come off as paranoid but I know you just want to make the right choices. Know that you already are. You’re doing great.

I know your heart is racing but you disguise it with a smile. In those moments where anxiety is controlling you, take a deep breath. Do whatever you need to that will calm your nerves. It’s okay to be like this and you don’t need to change. Just learn to breathe through it. To accept it, and conquer it.
I know you hate yourself for breaking down and crying in private because of something you couldn’t control even if it was something small. Stop hating yourself. Stop beating yourself up. It’s okay to have those moments as long as you don’t let them define you.
There is so much more to you than your anxiety.

So when your anxiety is getting the best of you and you’re hating yourself for it, I want you to remember this:
It will all be okay. Your entire life is going to be okay. The relationships and the people who belong in your life will not leave you.

No one thinks you are a burden as you run over details a million times of things playing out in your mind. You do whatever you need to, to live with this. Everyone else will learn to adapt also.
Remember, you are loved. You are needed. You are cared about. And your anxiety does not define you, so don’t let it."

@kirstencorley


 
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  1. What lovely kind and brave words. These are something people need to hear when they are suffering, thanks for sharing them.

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  2. There is nothing wrong with being scared at times - we are all human beings no robots :)

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  3. Thank you for giving us a look inside yourself. I also struggle with anxiety and with the way the world is right now it makes it a lot tougher. Thank you for sharing your heart!

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  4. These words are so lovely. I think when you are going through something hard you just need someone to LISTEN.

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    1. I couldn't agree more! I loved this post. It really made me think

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  5. I can absolutely feel you, you know I had been through worse too! You know that and hey, its ok...!

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  6. This blog has just become mine fav one...loved these words..these are so deep and meaningful..Glad you shared it..Thanks indeed yeah truly thanks it is so inspiring and motivating...great work..🙂

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  7. It's important to acknowledge and embrace our emotions, even the negative ones. That's how we know to move on through the cycle of life and how we know to appreciate the good times.

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  8. Honestly, I feel the exact same way as you. I try to look at any bright side that I can find but I feel so pessimistic

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  9. I always say to people try not to compare to others. One persons chapter 12 is not comparable top another persons chapter 1. You are you, you are always better than you think, you can always achieve more that you think.

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  10. Somedays are harder than the others. We have to stay strong and do which makes us happy

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  11. Actually, I think this is a rather US problem - and it definitely is a problem. In Europe, you are not expected to be constantly happy and ahead of things. I think that's not so stressful.

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  12. More people need to read that it's okay to feel negative emotions sometimes. This is such an uplifting post especially during these tough times.

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  13. I find acceptance very eliberating but hard to achieve.

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  14. They'll be bad days for sure but they are only there to make you stronger and tougher so you can embrace the good days and appreciate them. It's okay to hurt sometimes. It's okay to fail. But what isn't okay is drowning in your sorrows.

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  15. Unfortunately there is still small mental health awareness and people struggle to talk about their anxiety. However, this is very useful post, a very thoughtful post. thank you

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  16. I am so sorry for the heaviness you feel but so proud of you for working past it and having such a balanced view! Thank you for sharing so we can all gain strength in our turmoil.

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  17. I agree, this is a problem we all experience at some time so I'm glad you shared these helpful tips and advise with us. Thanks for sharing!

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    1. Thanks for sharing your true feelings. It's okay to feel low sometimes. It's important to understand yourself and connecting with people who can understand you.

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  18. I've been pretty pessimistic lately! This whole corona thing has me really down - I'm trying to make it better thought but it's working kind of.

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  19. Embracing your feelings is the first step to feeling better. They are here, and they need to be acknowledge. Beautiful post.

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  20. For me that suffer a little bit with anxiety reading this is really reassuring that somebody out there is just like me, thank you, and yes we should not have to be so hard on ourselves!

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  21. I love your encouraging words. Wise and so needed in these current tough times with so many people struggling with serious problems on so many fronts.

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  22. Thank you for your encouraging words. This is what we need in the world today. Just knowing you are not the only one going through a tough time.

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  23. No one is happy all the time. We all have moments when we feel sad and it's important to remember it's normal.

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  24. Thank you for sharing this. Mental health needs to be talked about more and we all have to realize it’s ok to not be OK

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  25. Hugs. I think it's okay not to be okay at times. These times are really challenging for a lot of us.

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  26. Humans can't quit worrying because we are built that way. at the end of the day all our feelings are valid. It is part of human nature and it's okay not to be ok sometimes.

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  27. "Don’t force yourself to feel positive all the time. It’s okay to feel negative emotions sometimes but after experiencing and expressing those emotions, you have to let go." LOVE this quote. This is such a life-affirming statement. Words to live by, truly!

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  28. I undoubtedly feel you !
    I've been there so many times in life and I must say in such conditions writing is truly a relief !

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  29. I can relate because of my anxiety disorder, your words hit home

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  30. thanks for this thoughtful post, it made me pondering about e being hard on myself at times & how I manage the hard times. cheers, siennylovesdrawing

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  31. It's really hard when you feel down and anxious. But I always think of the positive things that I have which many others don't and that makes me feel a little better and grateful. You really don't need anyone else to believe in you when you believe in yourself. I always treat other people's belief in me as a bonus. But it's always good to pour out your inner emotions. It's the first step of overcoming from them. Nice post.

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  32. You are right for sure and these are hard times, but there is nothing wrong with being scared and you just have to try and do your best x

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  33. We have to acknowledge our feelings, whether it's disappointment, happiness, frustration, etc. This way we can determine which action should we take for us to move forward.

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  34. Such an uplifting post, some people need to read this. Sometimes, I felt that too. But I know that being scared is normal. We need to embrace all the things in life.

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  35. Everyone has their own way to cope up and survive during these hard times, I agree with you, you can be negative and positive whenever you feel to. Nice article.

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  36. I think now more than ever is the time to discuss mental health. We are all going through some sort of change and there are many others around us. It's okay to feel numb at times.

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  37. Its ok not to be ok. You just need to reflect after and find out what made you feel bad

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  38. i think its normal, everything cant be rosy all the time, find out what made you feel bad and maybe think of some happy things.

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  39. Thank you for what needs to be done while in anxiety. Even though I don't want to be in that situation, at least I already know what can be done.

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  40. Life can be difficult and a constant struggle at times, being able to push forward is the inner strength we need to unleash on every setbacks.

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  41. I used to be very anxious and I had social anxiety as a teen. What I learned is that the negative self-talk and doubt never fully goes away, but you just learn to cope and move forward better.

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  42. Very well said. Yep sometimes it’s really okay not to be okay.... and give ourselves a good cry and hoping that after that we feel better .

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  43. Thank you for sharing this dear, so many people need uplifting like this in current situation

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  44. it's such a hard thing to not feel pessimistic right now! It's a weird time for all of us - I know I've been having my issues with it but I am trying to do better dailY!

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  45. Life is challenging right now. We have to be kind to ourselves when we start to feel overwhelmed. It's OK and expeted. Great post.

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  46. absolutely agreeing with you, it's always okay to experience the negative emotions rather than always force self to be positive, mental health is important. cheers, siennylovesdrawing

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  47. I can absolutely feel you, you know I had been through worse too! You know that and hey, its ok...!

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  48. Thank you for this. I keep telling friends it's important to be real with your emotions. No matter what you go through, share those emotions. It reminds you and others that we're all human.

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  49. Yes! All of this is so true. I’ve struggled with anxiety for years, and you’re absolutely right about it being okay to feel that way. Thank you for sharing!

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  50. I really needed this message, anxiety is the worst!

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  51. These hard times we've been tested with different hindrances and challenges which test our abilities and of course our emotions on how to deal with the occasion. It’s a great way on how to start and be optimistic at times like this.

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  52. We wont be able to move forward if we wont acknowledge our feelings even the negative once. It is important to know that we are not alone - and reaching out is not a sign of weakness.

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  53. Inspiring post!! So many of us have the ability to pretend we are "Happy" but there are so many that need your advice! Thank you for sharing your thoughts!

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  54. 2020 is really bad. I am also feeling anxious of what will happen next

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  55. I agree with you that it is ok to feel negative at times and that feeling positive always is faking it...one doesnt need to fake emotions

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