You’re not designed for everyone to like you
Every people has their desire but mostly they can take it because of a lot of reasons. but the only thing that I know is they under control of human being sound creepin right? Because that\’s what we called reality. We have ambitious goals in life but always the situation controls us. Many people say Anything happens for the reason and I believe that however what if you failed twice, trice or many times what do you think is that reason? The reason is you are under control with someone else! How did I know? Oh well scroll this page and read more.
I express myself in a way that I stop pretend things to impress people. If I don’t like the things I will tell. If I’m upset I cry, I can do decision for myself. I tell the things which I don’t like and most of all I don’t let people decide what’s best for me. I’m kind of being narcissistic in a way that I can do all the things for myself. Life is short so I spend time to love myself.
Not everyone will be happy when you begin to better yourself. I believe that they will be happy if you will fail. To those people who believe you keep them because they are precious stones that you need to keep. Don’t depend on your success for them because they will never help you believe me. The truth is everyone is going to hurt you. You just to find the ones worth suffering for.
My Insecurities can kill me
Once upon a time, I heard a conversation that might kill me. “What is all about?” The conversation is all about love and success. Honestly, I felt guilty when the person is happy for having someone. Then after a while, I ask myself “What about me? When I can find the person who can make me feel special? or When he can find me? Silently cried. I don’t want to talk about this. but, you know what every night I ask myself that I’m worth it? but what in a way? Do I worth it to wait?. My agony has strong as of the moment. Yes, I was emotionally devastated but the only one who reads this blog can know what I’m feeling right now besides no one cares. I think “What’s wrong of being me when I feel upset?” has an automatic answer. ‘It’s also rare for you to notice my pain. I’m hurt. Most of the time. Maybe you’re just too happy to think everyone else is smiling. but silently deeply hurting.
I’am starting to Disconnecting
Disconnecting to people wouldn’t actually care about you is the best decision I’ve ever made. I’m starting to remove people from my social media account to enjoy my own company. I\’m not begging for many likes that they don’t care about me. Disconnecting from certain people can bless your life. Do not bring people in your life who weigh you down and always trust your instinct.
It’s okay to make a decision that makes you feel happy and free. Disconnecting from toxic people is the key to your mental and spiritual growth. The sad truth is some people don\’t care about you. They just want to stay connected with you to know what your life it’s going through. They love their benefits.
I would like to say sorry about my insecurities. Don’t worry I do not tolerate I just sharing my sadness. I’m a human being and I feel vulnerable because of the seeking love. This is bad and I admit that seeking love is not the answer for happiness. I believe that word of worth to wait and I’m still handling it. One thing that can inspire me is the written of Rebecca Campbell.
” The World is filled with people who, no matter what you do, will point blank not like you. But is also filled with those who will love you fiercely. They are your people.
You are not for everyone and that’s OK.
Talk people who can hear you.
“Don’t waste your precious time and gifts trying to convince them of your value, they wont ever want you’re selling. Don’t convince them to walk alongside of you.
You’ll be wasting both your time and theirs and will likely inflict. unnecessary wounds, which will take your precious time to heal.
You’re not for them and they are not for you; politely wave them on., and continue along your way. Sharing your path with someone is sacred gift; don’t cheapen this gift.
by rolling yours in the wrong decision.
Keep facing your true north.
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