The Hardest Part

September 28, 2019 in



   Losing someone is hard to accept especially when that person is the most person important in your life. Yah I feel grief as of the moment. My grandpa passed away last September 18 2019 for kidney disease. My world crash when I saw my cousin's black candle for her profile photo. During the time when he diagnosed for kidney failure, I didn't visit him because I don't want to see him suffering for the pain it totally breaks my heart. for some reason matter. That time I pray that one day he's getting better and I really want to see him when he recovers for his sickness. Yah! I'm still hoping for the best but no one knows when life has ended so until the day he dies I didn't visit him.
  The day before the burial I tell the words that I didn't tell before. I begged for forgiveness but he's not responding anymore. How I wish I have a time machine to move backward to say my last words my heart be badly broken.
  Every one of us is losing something precious in our lives. Everyone leave and goodbye. Sometimes we don't know your special day will be your last. It's scared but it's true. We need to appreciate everyone embrace. We can't find the light through the darkness we need to ask for forgiveness and not for holding grudges. All of us are special That's how it is grief and love are conjoined. It doesn't go away it becomes part of you, so simple but deeply meaningful.

 Everything has a reason why would that happen and all I know is that's the best for all. Losing someone is never easy in fact we don't know how to accept that they're not coming back, but life must be continued and we need to keep going. It's natural to feel the pain but don't make your life miserable. In this situation many people begin to feel hopeless, helpless and worthless and worse they feel really depressed. You need to let go start your life with the new beginning. Allow yourself to flow love in your heart to cope with your grief and sadness. Accept the pain will indicate you to moving on. Once you go there that's the time that you can heal yourself in a way that you can enjoy things. It takes time but it really works.



 When I feel down and demotivated I've always listen toed this song to overcome my sadness. Yah! This song means a lot to me and very meaningful. This song titled Fix you by Coldplay one of my most favorite songs.




















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  1. Chubskulit RoseSeptember 28, 2019 at 10:16 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. I have been there and I feel your pain especially when that someone passed so suddenly. I love that song too.

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  2. Natasha Romero-SalasSeptember 29, 2019 at 1:57 AM

    My condolences to you and your family. Losing someone is always very hard and I agree, you have to allow yourself to grieve. The Coldplay song is such a beautiful song with such meaningful lyrics. (Reciprocated for Sondra Barker)

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  3. LyoshaSeptember 29, 2019 at 3:19 AM

    I am sorry for your loss. Grieving is a normal thing to do. It feels terrible and make you feel empty inside. It is a wonderful song, the lyrics are very nice.

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  4. Ramil HinolanSeptember 29, 2019 at 12:07 PM

    There are reasons for every season. Losing someone may not always be a negative feeling. It could sometimes mean we need to let go of that person for his/her peace. We grieve for losing but life continues and we need to look forward for a brighter new day that's coming.

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  5. CatherineSeptember 29, 2019 at 5:11 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing someone close to you is never easy... and it's scary to know that loss is inevitable. But keeping the good memories alive is also so important. That Coldplay song is one of my favorites. Sending lots of love your way at this difficult time.

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  6. Lavanda MichelleSeptember 30, 2019 at 7:06 AM

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing someone your love so much can really hurt, I hope you feel better during this difficult time and have enough time to grieve.

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  7. StephanieSeptember 30, 2019 at 9:24 AM

    Oh I am so sorry to read about your grandpa. I know the pain all too well and the regret of not going to see them. My grandmother just passed away in July and I didn't see her in the hospital. I did with my grandpa many years before and I don't like that that is my last memory of him, looking broken and defeated. Grief is different for everyone and you need to do what works best for you.

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  8. Sushmita MalakarSeptember 30, 2019 at 10:06 AM

    So sorry for your loss. I don't know how or what to write. It is a pain to deal with a loss like this. But as you said, every one has their own coping mechanism, I am sure you will emerge out better :)

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  9. SHADRACK BIWOTSeptember 30, 2019 at 12:56 PM

    Really sorry for your loss.losing our loved ones can be really painful.

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  10. David ElliottSeptember 30, 2019 at 1:32 PM

    He really does have the most amazing voice. Something just beautiful about it and I can sit and contemplate the world. Sorry to hear about your grandfather. I know my daughter will probably lose her grandfather soon, and that will be tough. This of course means losing my dad. Which will be so hard.

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  11. Why Girls Are WeirdSeptember 30, 2019 at 6:43 PM

    Oh friend I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family in this hard time.

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  12. RideItWrenchItSeptember 30, 2019 at 7:19 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family during this time.

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  13. Samantha DonnellySeptember 30, 2019 at 9:25 PM

    I am sorry for your loss, my friend lost her Mum last year and I have said to her you never get over losing someone but it gets easier and you will start to remember the fun times and think of them with happy thoughts

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  14. Anita AligSeptember 30, 2019 at 9:25 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your grief and talking about your Grandpa. You and your family are in my prayers.

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  15. JoannaSeptember 30, 2019 at 10:20 PM

    I am very sorry for your loss. Indeed it is much harder when we don't get the chance to say goodbye to our dear ones. :(

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  16. JMXZKYLOctober 1, 2019 at 1:39 AM

    Time is indeed a precious thing.
    We should spend it wisely most especially to our families. We will never know what will happen tomorrow and the coming days.
    Thus, make every moment of our lives count. :)

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  17. emman damianOctober 1, 2019 at 6:38 AM

    I love Fix You by Coldplay! One of my most favorite song ever!

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  18. Eric GambleOctober 1, 2019 at 7:59 AM

    I am truly sorry to hear about your loss. Losing someone close to you is one of the worst parts of life. But have hope that he is better now and no longer hurting. Know that he sees you and heard your love even after he moved on. Remember Him! Say his name out loud and talk to him. Sure it may seem hokey but I believe that they still hear us.

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  19. Simon StarchevskyOctober 1, 2019 at 9:11 AM

    Sorry for your loss. I have said goodbye for the last time to my grandma two years ago, and it never leaves you. The best you can do is hold on to the best memories you've shared and the lessons you learned. Thank you for being open and sharing this.

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  20. Garvin KhanOctober 1, 2019 at 10:17 AM

    I am so sorry for your loss, losing someone in your lives are the hardest part and it really takes time to heal and to move on.

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  21. Gervin KhanOctober 1, 2019 at 10:35 AM

    I am so sorry for your loss, losing someone in your lives are the hardest part and it really takes time to heal and to move on

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  22. Fatima D TorresOctober 1, 2019 at 1:03 PM

    I can't lie, I went through a phase where all I would listen to was Coldplay. So many great lyrics.

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  23. MichaelOctober 1, 2019 at 1:10 PM

    Songs really are a big part of our lives.. it can suddenly change our mood immediately. lakas maka moment feels.

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  24. Jho PasquinOctober 1, 2019 at 1:47 PM

    I really don't know how to console you but I am pretty sure that you'll get through it soon, I guess we just have to believe God's plan for each of us. Your lolo is in good hands now. Praying for his soul and for you to be able to accept what happened <3

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  25. Kuntala’s DiaryOctober 1, 2019 at 3:08 PM

    Very sorry for your loss. But you are strong and all hugs from me to overcome the grief and move ahead. Loved the song

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  26. KiwiOctober 1, 2019 at 3:20 PM

    First let me say my sincerest condolences to you and your family to the lost of your beloved grandfather. Love and hugs in your healing of his transition.

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  27. Viano DeeOctober 1, 2019 at 3:32 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss but that's life. Goodbye is one of the hardest things to say. We will grieve when we do but as you sad we will heal eventually while it becomes a part of us.Nice song by Coldplay.

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  28. Olya AmanovaOctober 1, 2019 at 4:47 PM

    Sad experience of loosing a beloved person is hard to describe. Hopefully sharing your feelings was helpful to you.

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  29. TweenselmomOctober 1, 2019 at 5:58 PM

    The letters look cool but I find hard to read sorry (my vision sucks already) but I do appreciate Cold Play, they are the best band to listen to, every time, even when you lost someone.

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  30. LauraOctober 1, 2019 at 6:48 PM

    Love all the quotes! I lost my dad 5 years ago and only thing that helped me is the time. I just have learned to live with out him x

    Laura
    https://pinkfrenzymissl.blogspot.com/

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  31. Jasmine MOctober 2, 2019 at 5:29 AM

    I am sorry for your lost. Losing someone always hurts and after awhile.. you realize that the person is no longer suffering. I feel like I haven't gotten completely used to my grandmother being gone and she died in 2007... but at the same time I know that she isn't in pain and that makes me kind of happy.

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  32. berlinOctober 2, 2019 at 7:56 AM

    couldn't imagine how i would deal with a loved one's lost. i know it will be painful and so i pray everyday for good health and safety. i bear losing my family.

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  33. SamarOctober 2, 2019 at 8:30 AM

    Very sorry to hear about the loss.

    Be strong girl, we are with you.

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  34. Mommy Rockin In StyleOctober 2, 2019 at 10:43 AM

    I can totally relate. My brother and I lost both of our parents (in different times). Even though it has been more than a decade, thinking about it makes my heart shatters as if it was just yesterday. But life has to move on. Be strong.

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  35. aisasamiOctober 2, 2019 at 4:58 PM

    Lost both of my grandmothers about 15 years ago, and it was hard. I still miss them and I can hear their voices, smell their scent, feel their presences.

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  36. Serena RogersOctober 4, 2019 at 1:33 AM

    Bless you! I felt your pain when reading this. Losing a loved one is hard. Thanks for this honest post!

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  37. Pooja SharmaOctober 4, 2019 at 2:58 AM

    I can feel the pain while reading it!!! somethings are hard and dont fade

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  38. SincerelyMissJOctober 5, 2019 at 12:50 AM

    Beautifully written post. I'm so sorry for your loss. My prayers go out to you and your family.

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  39. anshulOctober 5, 2019 at 11:05 AM

    Beautifully written post. I hope that you overcome this grief soon.

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  40. trijit mallickOctober 5, 2019 at 12:51 PM

    Sorry for your loss but go ahead , hope you will have a colorful life in future.

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  41. Jona SharesOctober 5, 2019 at 2:25 PM

    Couldn't agree more. My father will be in his 9th year in heaven but the sadness is still there. Time will heal. Maybe not now but hopefully soon.

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  42. siennylovesdrawingOctober 6, 2019 at 10:29 AM

    thanks for sharing this, I teared when am reading this as I just lost my late dad to pancreatic cancer. Am missing him so so much, really not easy for me to accept my lost
    cheers, siennylovesdrawing

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  43. Jessica AOctober 7, 2019 at 1:26 AM

    condolences to you and your family. It is never easy, but the fact that you can talk about it shows me you are headed in the right direction of healing.

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  44. Adventures with ShelbyOctober 7, 2019 at 10:50 PM

    It's so hard to cope with the loss of someone you love. I'm sorry for your loss

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  45. Crickette, The Things I Have to SayOctober 8, 2019 at 1:45 PM

    Chris Martin wrote "Fix You" for Gyn when she was in grief. I like this song because it speaks as an outsider, looking onto someone who is breaking piece-by-piece by you ache to FIX this person.

    Sometimes in your time of grief, it's quite comforting to have someonne just be there. I hope you're doing well.

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  46. Elizabeth OOctober 10, 2019 at 6:16 AM

    My condolences to you and your family. My prayers are with you.

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