Idle worship

Everyone loves praised.
Everyone loves pray to get in something.
God loves your grace and rejoice.
When you became mad everything's change.

Your love and faith will be foolish.
I'm supposed to say something.
You're not the only one who's hopeless.
Rainbow has different colors.
No one can seek your worth until you became a numb.
Thinking that no one can answer your prayers.
Here in this world
Survival will be the hardest part.
Every step that you take.
There's a struggle that you need to take.
Perseverance is the way for you to success.
  Waiting is virtue and Patience is must.
I know you feel that I am happy now.
 But Despite all of things I feel stupid and contagious.
I just sit alone somewhere and I see the shine of darkness.
and everything will be worse.
But I'll never give up.
I asked for strength and God gave me difficulties to make me strong.
I received nothing I wanted but
I received everything that I needed.
I see the true colors of rainbow.
Your prayers not wasted.
It takes time to answer your prayers.
If you feel the pressure.
He increase your patience.
So don't stop believing.
Because nothing is impossible.